double mindead
one minute I love new york and everything that is happening. the next hour I am ready to quit because I have nothing going for me. I know I'm lucky to be here and blessed to stay here but I just wish my head and heart would stop this roller coaster. I'll still going to end up a filmmaker somehow it just want it to be now and I wouldn't mind if it was easy.
LA does seem like a fun option though once falls comes around. It closes doors and I have to start from scratch again...
This having no plan and no roots set down is a catch-22. pretty awesome and a pain in the ass.
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